So hey guys
how's it goin
I was cleaning my room today right, goin through old junk, and i came across a poem i wrote summer b4 i went to St. Anthonys. Its pretty pathetic honestly, but i figured it might bring a laugh
Don't say im leaving, you know friendship is true
near or far the fact remains , on my heart a stain was made
this mark is unique, as well as it's history
mayb from the sleep overs, in which sleep was not included
or the stupid songs, the inside jokes
the fear of clowns, people, spiders provokes
so many memories, and more to come
still some are traumatized...I won't be flushed I won't be flushed
but behind the jokes we know the fears, we've seen the tears
our souls have connected, never to part
did u cut the banana, it smells like a fart
Ok, so mayb we're not the most serious of groups
but why grow up before we have to
not us, not now
living life to the fullest, it's what we've learned to do
where would I be without all of you
so I'm not leaving im still around
hell would freeze over before thats found
I'll love you all until the end
you really are my true best friends
oh, and thanx, for everything
well i was never good with endings
I'll cya around ~ Jess
k that is all. i love u dweebs. adios
I know nobody really does the whole livejournal thing that much anymore... but for those random days that you guys might feel nostalgic, or mushy, or when you feel like seeing the proof that somebody out there cares about you more than the world itself (other than your relatives which is a given)...
I just want you guys to look at this journal and remember everything we shared and still share and that I love you guys so much that sometimes I think it's too much...
I wish that I could see you guys everyday this summer.
It's farfetched, but hey, it's ME. I'm idealistic in every sense of the word, in case you've forgotten.
Really though, just... don't forget who you've got.
I'll be here.
Especially when you need me.
I love you all.
- Music:existentialism on prom night- straylight run
I see frustration upon your face
Won't you just rest with me
I'll make you complete again
I saw the beauty in your soul
The way you are
Can't you just see the moon smiling at you tonight
And what will define you?
I'm overjoyed yeah
Overjoyed to be with you [guys]
Overcame and fell for you [guys]
I see two roads ahead of you
One is wide, the other is narrow and long
Which is the one you'll choose?
Together we're walking side by side
I will fall and you will rescue me
through all my darkest times
And what will define you?
Cause I want to know you
I want to give you all I can
I want to know you
I want to someday understand
And its all for you [guys]
Yeah, who you going to be, who you going to be?
Always there, through the rough times
And you're always there when no one else cares,
no one else cares
so yea there is a song for u guys cuz i love it and i love u guys and yea... hee hee hee im happy, u should be 2 cuz thats who we are just one big bunch of happy ppl not caring what we do, just wanna have fun and we do... thanx for all the good times guys there are way too many to count
i love u this much *holds hands out as far as possible*
so yeah, my tuba teacher is coming over soon and i realized that this is a horrible, terrible, aweful, horrendous thing! Me, playing the tuba?! Are you crazy! But o well guess this was going to happen sooner or later, and i really should have practiced hard. And i actually wrote in my livejournal so you guys should check it out! (Even though i made sooooooooooo many spelling mistakes, sorry...umm....yea.)
P.S. SHELLY WILL MAKE THE BEST ANNE FRANK!!!
P.P.S. SORRY ANDREW AND EMILY FOR NOT BEING THERE TODAY!!!
and yea, puja, band camp would be nothing without you.
- Music:me "attempting" to play the tuba
As we all know i wasn't part of the origonal 5
im still not quite sure why that is
well cuz of piano lessons
but you know what i mean
and being the person i am yes i've been insecure or whatever the word is about it
but that just seems silly now
time and time again you guys have shown that u'll always stick by me, that u'll always be there to cry to and to laugh with
I am richer for knowing each one of you
thank you for being blessings in my life
Well, Joanna got that whole story telling thing down because she's amazing like that so I'm not going to recap because we all know what a great 3 years this has been.
Happy anniversary to you all!!!
And an early happy anniversary to you know who's because you're just AMAZINGLY AWESOME CRAZY COOL too!!!
I wish i had like an encyclopedia or a book of like every single inside joke we ever made cuz then we could go back and just read it any time we wanted and just pee ourselves.
From the good times to the bad, you guys have basically just always been there for me...whether it was all 8 of you, or a portion of you..the power posse has been involved in every instance of my life for the past 3 years...it's so hard to believe that we've been BEST FRIENDS for 3 whole years..just saying it out loud is just amazing because of all the times I've moved...3 years is the longest I've had a best friend ever because I have to say goodbye so much.
One last I love you's before I go.
I love you ALL!
So wonderful that maybe it should be a fairytale, I think...
Three years ago today is when a wonderful group of girls began an everlasting friendship; one that had endured 3 years of obstacles (including starting high school) and made it far enough to have faith that this friendship may be always and forever. They'd been through enough together to see that they'd always be there for one another when it counts the most, even though on occasion one of the girls would have to face the pains of reality to remember this.
And to think, it all started on the superstitious and infamous day of Friday the 13th.
"Unlucky day" my ass.
I'd say that it may be the luckiest of them all...
I'm getting all into this story-telling thing... Heh heh. I guess I have the Bitch and the Castration-in-Progress to thank for that, huh?
*MICHELE* *PUJA* *EMILY* *SHELLY* *JESSICA*
You are the Lovely Girls of the PP/BB/CC: You guys are one of the greatest things that could have ever happened to me in my 16 years of life.
To the Boys: Wait your turn, it's not the 27th yet! :)
Happy PP-Beginnings~ Anniversary!
Can't wait for this weekend, yo. :D
I love you all!!
Important Dates coming up: Sept. 27 -- Addition of Boys
Oct. 5 -- PP Completed: Addition of Jess/Jess is 16 1/2 that day!
peace&love~> Cuz you guys are just wonderful. All 7 of you.
wow. its been a long time.
i just wanted to let yoiu guys know that i had waaaay lots of fun on saturday and friday (in case someone doesnt read this for 2 months-when we went to traveling pants ande jess's house) and i love you guys and will miss you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo incredibly much when i go away!!
Hey you guys,
No one has really written for a while and I figured now was as good a time as any to write in this thing. So the house has been sold...it's under contract and what not actually. If things go as smoothly as planned, we will be asked to vacate the premises (leave as we call it in lamens terms) by June 30, 2005. That means no birthday for me. It also means no anything else for me either because I'll most likely be flying to texas during the last week of June.
It's sad that the 8 of us aren't as close this year as we were the past 2 years and yea we have other friends but I wanted to let you guys know I love you. I love you so much that it hurts and I don't know how I'm going to survive without you. Sure it will be a new beginning and I'll make new friends, but I'm sure as hell not about to forget the ones that I'm leaving behind.And if you guys forget me I'll knock ur brains in lol.
Like I've said many time before, going to Connetquot was the best thing that ever happened to me, and to leave it is almost like leaving my life behind and all of my happiness because I think it's safe to say that I'm the happiest I've ever been being at Connetquot.
I only hope that the kids in Texas are half as good and awesome and great and amazing as you guys. Not only does that go towards my power posse family, but to all of my friends as well. I love you all so fucking much it's not even funny. I seriously, truly do.